Here it goes the beginning of an era. This will be a place where I talk about things you don't really need to hear, before I fall asleep and completely forget about them.
Have you ever had a dream so marvellous it made you keep saying “I wish I could bring that magic-wand-that-can-turn-anything-to-ice-cream back”. I have.
A long time ago I have had and I stopped having happy dreams since, my mind stopped generating good thoughts whilst asleep. Now I hardly ever dream and even if I do, it’s either about getting killed by maniacs or half-human half-farm animals. But mainly, it is falling from a very high place that I used to experience the most. Usually a church or a cathedral of some sort in an eastern european city. I hate falling from high places, it hurts a lot and when I do fall in my dreams, my mind switches itself off because of the high amplitude screaming caused be my desperate misery.
Unfortunately I don’t even remember the last time having that sort of a dream. I hate to say it but I even miss those dreams. When I sleep now, I have nothing but blank unconsciousness. Just to wake up even more tired in the morning. I seriously don’t understand the point of sleeping any more. Well I do, because it is bad to have my head keep falling on the keyboard at work…makes things a bit more difficult.
But I am happy, despite the glitches and design mistakes I have made in my life, I try to forget and experience everyday as if it was a dream. From now on I will try to use this place to put my work up and try to get some people to look at it and maybe leave comments if I'm lucky.
Maybe next time I will be more insightful and talk about something creative, interesting or even weird. Perhaps how excessive 3D work started making me see people and objects in wire frame mode, or the fibonacci spiral I visualize when I look at people’s faces. We’ll see.
Bora
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